Topic: in retrospect
How did I get here?
Mom? church? me? Stupidity? Probably E. all the above.
I screwed up. Yep, its odd the way things work out all jacked up yet at the same time you would not change some of the biggest painful mistakes because some good has come from your basic idiocy.
My loss stems from lack of following my heart.
Ladies always listen to your heart. Don't try to think like a man - you're not one. You were endowed with an illogocal sense that often proves to be better than calculated reasoning. ie. don't think like a man if you have to live with a womans heart.